Desolate

I still want to hold your hand, smile at you, send you kisses over the phone....

Standstill

It feels like whenever I move to a new place (all two times), everyone I leave behind moves on with their lives, and I am at a standstill.

When I moved to Taiwan, time froze. I worked and played and experienced a lot of things, but I remained at the same point in my life. All my friends in Vancouver were getting married and having kids. Now that I'm back in Vancouver, all my friends in Taiwan are moving on (i.e. and over my leaving) and I feel like I'm stuck in a rut.

This feeling sucks.