Won't even try.

I can't imagine...

...if I'd decided to stay mad at him because of a conflict the weekend before.

...if the Internet had not been available.

...if I'd gone to my meeting on time, missing his e-mail by 7 minutes.

...if I hadn't decided to call when I did.

...if the package he'd posted the week before hadn't arrived exactly on that day. Not the day before, and definitely not the day after.

There are some things that are just too horrible to imagine. So I dare not imagine them.